I still feel every emotion that I felt those few years ago when I pounded out those posts to my invisible audience. Every passionate stand against sin, every painful heartbreak over failed relationships, every joyful song over the love I felt as I typed out “Abba”…
It feels like a lifetime ago. I have some things to say that may contradict my previous writings… but life is a bit of a contradiction. With that, we might as well get right to the point:
I married a guy I’d bumped into a few times at Christian camps. Honestly? I thought he wasn’t too bad looking and then I went on with my life. I didn’t care. My head and heart was set on God and if he wasn’t showing any real interest in me, I wasn’t going to bother much with it.
